Learnt to control my temper and sees others in a complete way
Gona be back with my normal posts soon
Stay tune :)
We need to accept everyone's flaws
Cos you know
they are accepting yours too
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
im on the way
'' If you need space,
join NASA ''
A joke i saw on a model's fan page
Something to make me smile after everything that happened
Or at least to pull the muscles around my mouth a little
Saturday, March 27, 2010
An unforgivable mistake
I lost everything in my life
Family, friend , everything
My temper broke a friendship that was not meant to be broken
Even an apology cant solve anything now
Less one people like me in the world
Doesn't make any difference at all
If only there's a way for me to die now
Lord, please take my life away
I dont need it
I dont feel like living anymore
Friday, March 26, 2010
it's enough
I am sick of being emo
Im not good at doing this
Sitting there doing nothing but frowning is not what i used to do
I HATE THIS SHIT LOADS!
I need a breakout
For god sake why i have to be the one who stuck in the middle of that matter
Im just a normal 18-year-old
A home is meant to be somewhere that give you warmth and security
Not a place to bring up problems that cant be solved cos of some selfish ill minded idiots
I've tried to cheer up, tried to just forget everything and carry on with my life
But i cant, you know why?
COS I DO CARE FOR YOU ADULTS !!
Dont you feel ashame when someone younger can think wiser than you?
It doesn't have to be like this, if you be a little more considered
Yes you have your reasons, but family comes first, nothing is more important than that
I just don't want to see everyone to be so unhappy
I dont deserve this, at all
You claimed that you are doing this is for the best of us
But the truth is, you are hurting us more
I've just started to learn how to appreciate my family more
i started late, that's why i need to work hard to catch up
I dont want to live with any regrets, not even one
So please, show me what family values are
I dont need rich parents, i dont long for over the top lifestyles
All i want is a peaceful and complete family
Is that too much for a little wish?
The tears are nothing compared to what you've done to this home
I respect you as a leader in this family
Dont make me doubt on that
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
im fragile
Am still upset cos i cant join them for the trip
our last trip together maybe
I know this is a stupid thing to emo about
I know it's not reasonable for me to whine so long
But heck, im aries, im emotional, im easily affected
Blame on my horoscope then :)
it's not the first time for this kind of bullshit to happen
It's been a few times when i was happily talking bout upcoming outings with them
Then later i had to call it off for some stupid reasons
Usually i'll do something to let it all out
sometimes singing, or even swearing
* bad habit i know. It's the only way i can let loose a little. And mind you, im not rude.
But this time, i havent done anything to cheer myself up
Cos im tired of all these mishaps to happen on me
suddenly i've became a pessimist
Everything disgusted me
Living and dead ones
See everything in a very negative way
The only time when i smiled today was when the taiwan show 娱乐百分百 was showing
Yea. the only hour that i've actually did something else than being frustrated
Thoughts are playing in my mind
Honestly,im upset cos of other matters
Not gona blog about it, due to some personal reasons
I dont like dilemmas
That's why i tried hard to avoid having it
Guess not everything goes the way i want
Will treasure moments that are important to me
Even bittersweet ones
Will be back my old self after i figured something out
Meanwhile, i'll stay home to clear up my mind
Enjoy your trip guys :)
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
emo-ness pull me down
everyone is so emo lately
And im one of them too -.- * it's contagious i think zz
So i spreaded my emoness all over facebook
Teng was in the same condition with me
So we kinda crapped and the things we talked about dont make sense at all LOL
Eevon Ong 连饭菜都不留给我,当我死的是不是 -.-
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By the way, my luck failed me
It was just last night when i said that i wish my monthly friend wont come to visit me
Then the next day * which is today * little red hoot said hi to me =.=
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why this doesn't happen when im wishing for something good?
sigh, there goes my gambang waterpark trip
And the fun i'll regret missing it :(
If one day any of you found me dead in my house
dont be surprised
since i've been having irregular meals for the past few weeks
-.-
It's on. Not gona fail again
I guess nothing actually motivated me , until today when my mum said those hurtful things to me
* ok lah it's nothing serious but to a girl, cruel what :'(
So starting from tomorrow, gona get myself more disciplined and no more toleration to the diet
even when im starving like hell
* although i just had my midnight snack just now. Good work eevon! -_- *
Determination is what i need right now , still remembered my 2010 revolution
So, IT'S ON !!
by the way, im praying that my monthly friend wont drop by to visit me in these few days
Still want to go for the waterpark trip le wei ><
things i need to stay away with D:
rules i need to obey
Every family has its flaws .Nobody is perfect enough to suit everyone's demand
Mine is nothing different from that
They dont express well, we've quarrelled once a while
And there's times when an argument makes us forget that we're blood related
But in the end of the day, we still stay as one
Thanks for pampering me, spoiling me although i dont deserve it
I know those were your hard earned cash, you wouldn't spend it off even for yourself
But you were wiling to splurge on a sister like me
Thanks for everything, really
i appreciate it
a lot.
Learning to be a better daughter
A better sister
A better human
Monday, March 22, 2010
toothless baby ♥
'' How To Train Your Dragon ''
It's a heart warming movie.
Definitely suitable for small kids
* im 18, but still is a kid inside :X
I LOVE TOOTHLESS!!!!!! * the dragon featured in the movie *
Love it's big eyes , cute characteristic and sometime evil ways xD
so damn cute!
And his laugh , supeeeeeerrrrr adorable :3
How good it will be if toothless really exist in this world
see? cute isn't it ♥♥♥♥♥ toothless =D
Anyway we noticed that toothless kinda looks like a cat
But acts like a dog
A weird combination i guess?
But no matter what it is, toothless is still cutest dragon in this movie x)
rate : 5 of 5
Wish i can get 1 dragon for myself
wana burn my mum for not feeding me these days -.-
no warmth in my own home :(
i dont know why im typing this
Just came back from yumcha session with chee wai, nyak,wilson, yuan wei, poh and teng
Was craving for roti canai idk why
But the sudden stomachache spoiled my mood.
and they kept on complaining how oily the roti bawang was
So i gave up halfway and let nyak finish it instead -.-
Now i have the irritating itchiness all over my body
I hope it's chicken pox * hoping to get it from poh since he's recovering from that xD*
Like what he said, getting red spots all over yourself at the age of 30
and has to resist yourself from scratching it
It 's hell man!
so better get it now =)
fyi : i havent get chicken pox yet D:
Everyone seems to be interested in the f cup cookies i mentioned
especially the guys =X
It all started when we were talking bout getting fansigns in facebook's friends for sale
And the rest was history =D
They couldn't believe that there's a thing like that in this world
To prove myself that im not bluffing, this is the picture of the product :)
LOL
of course i didn't buy the cookies
it's ridiculous -.-
or else i'll be more.....
well u know what im gona say :X
Saturday, March 20, 2010
another phobia of mine
It's 3 in the morning. I should be in slumber now . My mom would sure complain if she know i just got back home.
neehhhh suan le ba. Im not the obedient daughter anyway. well just sometimes :)
Went for a swim today with my gang.
Was a little surprise by the crowded pool.
It's 6.30pm, and i thought there wont be people swimming already.
guess everyone dont want to get serious sunburn , or worst. Darken skin D:
After that headed to crocodile rock for dinner
Something happened in the car when we were on the way there
Me and teng were sitting in the back seat when i saw something dropped from the window.
It's alive and moving, we were scared to death already
So en switched on the light saw that thing
Then she said something terrifying
'' IT A FROG!''
WTF me n teng just screamed and demanded chee wai to stop by the roadside to let that creature out.
And finally that thing jumped out of the car, or else i wont be here blogging already * i think you would be wishing me R.I.P then LOL *
why on earth there's a frog in chee wai's car?
We suspected a prank from him.
But based on his reaction, i dont think he would dare to catch a frog HAHAHA :X
i swear if i catch another animal in his car i'll screw him -.-
* i rarely went berserk. Hate when i was freaked out by 1 damn small creature -_-*
Anyway had a decent dinner at crocodile rock.
I like the service there , warm smiles, polite greetings and soft-spoken waiters.
Me likey :)
Yuan wei joined us later. Talked about being high class in those western restaurants
Ended up with lots of funny jokes xD
Chee wai's lasagna
The drinks we had in black pearl
Teng's pizza
my croco spaghetti
Photos taken earlier. Edited by en
Thanks love :)
Fetched en home. Then four of us went for a late night movie.
Watched ''soloman kane''
This is the only movie that kept us 4 up when it's almost our bedtime
I like the ups and downs in the story.
But there's a few scenes when i almost wanted to cover my whole face with my bag.
Scary lei ><
Anyway luckily yuan wei didn't scare me. He say he did want to but worried that i will faint.
Thank god he didn't, if he did, even i didn't faint, i'll pass out -.-
* around of applause for the movie* the script writer should be given some credits =)
rate : 5 of 5
Stop spamming my facebook wall with those annoying apps already
I dont need to know who am i missing or when im going to die
sheeesh
-.-
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Yesterday once more
Took it in bukit pelindung
As usual i went for hiking with chee wai, en , caszxin, mok and joseph on monday.
After having our breakfast , suddenly we had an idea of touring around kuantan.
1st stop, Pahang river
The place was damn smelly -.-
So i stayed in the car while others strolled along the river to enjoy the scenery
But they couldn't stand the pungent smell long hahaha :X
Then i suggested to change our plan and head to the zoo
Obviously everyone agreed and off we go ! =D
It's not the 1st time i went there, but right after the moment i stepped out of the car
i was running around and jumping in joy like a 5 years old kid -__-
Maybe i kinda miss the childhood days
The kind of satisfaction that the trip to the zoo gave me was something money cant buy
This is what they say simplicity is the best right?
The eagle is eating its salted fish
The cool bird
The cute bear x)
The horse i rode. Its name is pintu
The lovey-dovey chickens LOL
The iguana
The tailess ostrich . Chee wai said the all feathers fell off cos the ostrich ate too much
maggi HAHAHA
aww, the monkey is posing for us xD
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censored my face again. Unpleasantness is not meant to be showed publicly :X
En on horse :D
cas screamed all the way while she's on the horse :X
OH YA!!! And i rode a horse. Finally i had the chance to actually experience that
2 words
IT ROCKS!! :DD
I'll sure find another time to visit you pintu ^^
Ok after having fun fooling around the zoo, we all went home.
It's the time already, cos we were starting to get unfriendly stares from people there
It's understandable, since we were freaking loud LOL
And yea monkey freaks me out zz
I know im their descendant or something like that
But they wont recognize me and come to say hi with me right ? -.-
They'll just snatch whatever food that catches their eyes
So pardon me if i scream whenever i see a monkey =X
Anyway, went out to pizza hut with chee wai and en at night
We tried the new pizza. Hmm not bad
But we cant finish the food. * the menu says it's recommended for 2 persons. yea right
2 people can finish it only if they starved for 3 days LMAO
Since we have nothing to do there, might as well camwhore a while =)
hoh en en looks good here! and as usual i look fat -.-
We were posing. actually lol
OMG EPIC!! he forbids me from tagging him in facebook.
Fine i'll put here :P
Teng said i look like a baby craving for food from my mum.
Ok i admit, i look a little retarded -.-
Then we watched the movie '' Under The Mountain''
The movie was so bad that only the 4 row of seats were occupied.
Bad sound effects,poor CGI and worst actors ever.
The story was good actually, just hope hollywood would buy the copyright and it'll have a remake
* finger crossed*
rate : 2 of 5
The trip to the zoo made my day
My smile was so wide that even a fly can go into my mouth
ROFL
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