a day with mum

had a wonderful shopping trip with mum today
bought quite a lot of stuff
and yes girls, i did buy the things that u know * ahem* :x

i really enjoyed today
not because of her buying things for me
but because of us spending some quality time together

since i have a working mum, i dont get to spend time with her often
she prefers to stay home and rest in the weekends
hence there goes the chance

i've been alone in the house since i was a kid
from kindergarten to high school.
and to say the truth, i kinda hope sometimes, when i come home, my mum will welcome me with a big smile on her face, prepare warm tasty meals ,help me with my homework and stuff.
but it never happened , i was all alone, eating cold food, doing everything by myself

i didn't blame her though, cos i know she did it for my family
anyway ,
i had a blast today
eating baskin robbins together just made me realised that i am not mummy's little girl anymore
i've grown up, became older
and so is she


how i wish that i can spend a day with her like this all the time

i love u mom

smitten by the love bug from korea

okay i know im not 15 anymore
i shouldn't be hysterical whenever some random good-looking singer appears on tv * there are still some people who are older than me that did that LOL *
i shouldn't get all gooey when im watching dramas * but hor, even aunties are like this, so why not :x *

but heck
i am so in love with kpop right now!!
korean dramas, singers , variety show ,
omg i could die of excitement i got whenever i see any one of this

and this is my favourite show atm

i think many of you watch it already cause it's a 2009 series
and he is my favourite character !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

okay please pardon me

im gonna have a meltdown right now. literally lol

and he's starring as the lead as well in his latest drama : marry me mary!
which i have been watching madly yesterday
i thought it was on another channel when i saw the advertisement
it's actually on kbs!!!!!! astro ftw!

he looks freaking shuai with long curly hair weiyh!

seriously

he's the 1st guy i've ever seen that looks great in long curly locks

the last artist i remembered that looks equally good is 贺军翔

but forget bout him, let's focus on the korean guy :P

please allow me drug myself with his pics

i just couldn't get enough of him LOL

some random picture that i found

idk why they put a picture of puss from shrek in between the pictures -.-

okay last but not least

BAM!

are you dead? 

cos i am.  LOL

* dies slowly while gazing into the mesmerizing eyes *

i now declared that i can finally rest in peace.

bye.

love is meant to make u live, not to kill you

i think everyone knows bout the guy who committed suicide cos of breaking up with his gf.
facebook has been flooded with posts of his last note
not to mention he became an instant fame with everybody talking bout him * well idk bout you but me and my friends have been talking bout him for the whole time during tuition class ;x *

anyway what im trying to say is that i think everybody has the right to critize, let alone good or bad.
but im very annoyed with people sending hate mails to him and scolding him on HIS OWN facebook profile.
i mean he's already dead, he wouldn't know what you wrote, but his family will.
Think bout it, they have already lost a son, will it kill u to show a little mercy for them and spare them from war of words?

his actions are idiotic, pointless to be precise, i agreed. but those who are spamming his wall with awful comments are even worse.
people tend to abuse the power of anonymity when they have the chance.
this is totally disgusting.


fyi : im not a hypocrite. i admit i do critize him too. but at least i wouldn't reach to the level that i will go to his wall and scold him in-your-face-ly.

last but not least. rip dude :)

ahhhh shibal

i found out a new way to scold people in korean
read it from a malaysian blogger audrey  
which is '' ahhhhhhh shibal ''
and if u're wondering , it means  fuck you ;x

and i played a small prank on mok. well it was meant for ne ne moo LOL
the story goes like this, i was chatting with mok on facebook, and she told me she was in ne ne 's house.
since me and ne ne like to scold each other with vulgar words * it was our way to communicate LOL * , i planned to say ahh shibal to her, so i asked mok to asked nene to chat with me

but she just kept asking me what i wanna say to ne ne and wont let me talk to her  -.-
so i just pulled off the prank on her

i said '' ahhhh shibal ''
she was like
'' = = ? "


HAHHAHAHAHHAHHA i literally fell from my chair cos of laughing
okay maybe you dont think it's funny but trust me, if u're saying the eff word to someone and she looked blanked, that is the best moment ever :D

* for any possible koreans that are reading my post, im not making fun of your mother tongue. it's just that i think it's cool to learn the eff word in another language. so chill kay? ;) *

you are the best thing that ever been mine

attacked

i used to be naturally born mosquito repellent.
mozzies were not big fans of me , well that was long ago lol
now they are attacking me from all places , legs, arms, and even nose wtf

i think it has something to do with me gaining weight lor -____-
but then i thought mosquitoes like acidic blood, which is those who ate a lot of meat
in my case i just consumed a little too much of sugar LOL
hmm. i think they are on sugar high or something.
how i wish they would change their targets to ants instead, since ants eat nothing but sugar ;x
* wrong facts *

anyway, back to life.
hmm, it's been a little messed up lately
with lots of misunderstandings and awkwardness around us
but im glad that we made up and all the bad blood is gone
i like it when we would come clean and tell our feelings every time something happens
it makes us closer as a friend and the love is gonna be nothing but more! ♥

OH YA! and one thing that keeps me staying energetic is pia's story
u know she has been having new experiences lately * ahem* ;x
and it would never fails to wow me
like even if im sleepy or tired, her story always makes me O.O HAHA
and sometime i'll go mind-wandering during tuition classes cos of her
nah pia u have to 负责 ;x
oh and one more thing,
wo bu yao gen ni practice blek :P
* inside joke, not for any children below 18 LOL *

that all for now, gonna blog more soon!

想得到释放只有投降

还.在.

3 点的凌晨  我还在这里环绕
刚看完败犬女王  又迷上了另一部偶像剧
戏中的插曲  勾起了我的回忆
看回了自己当时傻乎乎做的影片  哈  还真逊


真正的放下  都是该怎么解读?
我猜是因人而异吧
都快一年了  当时存在的好感  喜欢  爱
都随着时间而流逝了
怨恨  憎恶  也没了


同时  心跳  动心  感动
也好久好久没有发生过了
所谓的命中注定应该这个意思吧
注定自己爱上谁   注定伤心难过的长短   注定沉寂已久的爱情
也注定我还要继续厮守着那个遥远的渴望


多愁善感  只限今晚
日出的来临  就是我披上战袍
努力生活的时候了

最懂的人 最暖的伴

嘴巴上 彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中 关怀那么满
没说爱 却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前 从来不浪漫
在心中 却总为对方打算
最懂的人 最暖的伴

:)

my luck sucks

waking up with having some guy broke into my house wasn't really the typical morning that i hoped for
luckily he couldn't pass through my grill door and get into the living room
but heck he stole my water pipe and damaged my backdoor thinking to get some money by scrapping the metals

i was totally freaked out
i was like stunned for the whole day
and im worried for my safety cos i am always alone in the house since parents are working during the day
fml if the asshole ever broke into my house again i'll get my parang and fight till my last breathe
but if he had a gun, im dead -.-

fml fml fml why these things kept happening lately
idk what did i done to deserve this


WTF

gonna type in chinese again

人生很漫长

之中的停站处也很多

有些只逗留一会儿   有些却迟迟不想离开

但始终脚步还是不能停  继续向前走

我有时走得太快  遗漏了该带走的  有时却赶不上步伐  落在人后

有时候很矛盾  把这些情绪都用眼泪来宣泄

这不是掩饰  而是在提醒着自己不能有下一次

不管步伐如何  节奏多块  我都不怕

因为我知道  这条路上

我一点也不寂寞

献给你们的

朋友们 

:)

im still alive

have been getting nags from my gang for the dead blog
as you can see from my previous post,
i am still alive !! :D

life's have been great lately
finished my final and muet exam this week
and i got my grades already
4 words say it all
惨不忍睹
LOL

and for the muet, the listening part made me feel like im deaf zzz
haix. forget bout that
now im counting down the days till the KL trip!
omg 3 days non-stop shopping
imma save as many as i can before the trip or else i wont have enough fund to satisfy my shopping needs :X

that's all for now, gonna blog more often these days since im going to goyang kaki for the next 2 months
bye :D

致命的互相吸引
是注定的

fire drill duty at gabeng

 went to gabeng for a fire drill duty at gebeng on 9th and 10th of november
we thought we were the victims for the practice, turned out we were the makeup artists that make those fake wounds
* quite disappointed cos we were damn excited to shout and act hysterical loll *

anyway lots of things happened on that day. i shall do story-telling with the pictures  :D

wounds that we made.
looked disgusting hor?
everything from it is made from food.
believe or not? :D

highlights of the day!! 

blue the spinner and kaya the fireman!

we were so in love with blue

he's cute,fluffy and a little clumsy haha

but he's around 10 years old but still have to go on duty

pity leh :(

and oh ya, kaya is our latest crazy LOL

the lookout point.

 the emergency unit there told us there will be a helicopter landing afterwards

asking us whether we wanna go up there to see or anot

den of course we literally ran like a wind LOL

in the end, the helicopter couldn't land cos of the sand zzz

this is what we see. helicopter flying in the SKY -.-

kena cheated and ended up being 4 story-high from the ground

-__-

wtf mazda ambulance.
and we even saw a merc firetruck
omg people are getting richer and richer these days 

last but not least,groupie!
fire drill duty is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

you know who you are

i know you were here
you read my blog occasionally
i just know

listen to me
i didn't hate you
i just felt it's awkward for us to talk again in that way

if  you really wanna know what's goin on with my life
please, do it in a right way
ask sincerely as a friend, start a conversation PERSONALLY
not on facebook or any where else

im happy to have you as a friend
but if you were just eager to know whether im in a relationship with someone or am i still dwelling in the past
then save it

believe it or not, you are someone that i look up to
your maturity, the way you present yourself and your eq are something that i always admire
but now, i couldn't see any of it anymore

you know who im talking about
yes it's you

以为自己很坚强的
能忍住眼泪地微笑  隐藏难过
原来
我  不行



哭了

done one freaking subject

just finished PA as the first subject for the final exam today

i used a freaking 3 hours to finish the whole paper

3 hours sound long rite?

but truth is, it's not enough to complete everything zzz

it's only a language paper and im already having headache after the test

next week is the real deal man

chemistry,physic,maths

omg i seriously need to be blessed

gaaah!!!!

i need a break

it was only just a dream

laughing at the jokes that you cracked up


holding your hands like it's locked onto my palm


closing my eyes because i know you'll will guide me


in the end



it was only just a dream

lies wouldn't hurt

but the person will.

10.10.10

woah the day of triple ten. It falls on every 100 years i think? or is it 10?
aiya what i meant was the day is special you cant get it every year okay story end -.-

anyway on the very special day, me and my girls attended lucas's birthday bash
fyi : he's celebrating his 1ST birthday
yeah, he's still a baby boy :)

miar with the birthday boy.
sibeh cute! ♥

lots of food at the party.
i like the peanut dessert the most cos most of the ones i ate tasted like cough medicine or something
anyway, proudly present pictures of the night :DD !!

the besties

and 

the frog -_-

groupie! :D

mianwei , me , min, miar and mok ♥

i looked so old here.

as if im their mum or something wtf  -.-

the only interaction i had with lucas.

other times he's like ignoring me and the rest of us

and please forgive my kanasai face.

im born with it

LOL

there's lots more pictures uploaded on my facebook

if i put each of them here,i think i'll get finger cramp :P

nolah im just lazy xD

anyway if you wanna have a look, click the 10.10.10 album and you'll see what happened on that day :)

10.10.10

perfect  ten

maybe

:)

感动 . 真挚

听了同学的爱情故事
过程很煎熬  被舍弃  批评  歧视  取笑  等等的恶劣待遇
却没有扑灭他想爱的念头

一个十六岁的男孩
继续地用最直接的方式来关心对方
换来的无情  对他而言
只不过像风一样  飘一飘  就不见了

我  有点心疼  有点感动  有点佩服
勇敢地追求  每个人都做得到
但持之以恒  你  我  他们  可能连耐性都没有

看透了一点点  体悟到另一种道理
久违对爱情的憧憬  是乎慢慢地被觉醒

原来在这现实的世界
纯 . 爱
还是存在的

田馥甄《寂寞寂寞就好》

我就不相信 我會笨到
 忘不了

teng's 18th birthday

okay im way out of track rite now
every time when i open this blog i'll see the angry post which is embarrassing -.-
it's time for some updates!

celebrated our honourable leong teng teng 's 18 birthday on wednesday
told you the surprises will never end :X

surprise no.1
the unexpected birthday cake in the class

the guys sneaked the cake into the class when teng went to the toilet
funny thing is,
the cake was just in front of her and she didn't notice
LOLLL

the only 4 girls in the class
please ignore my botak head
nobody looks good in school -.-

surprise no.2

a treat at cherating steak house

the ambience there is freaking nice 

not to mention the food is served in LARGE proportion

seriously, L.A.R.G.E -.-

my salad was like the harvest of the farm of something zZz

anyway, everyone dressed nicely

thus

resulted in 2-hour-long camwhoring :X

lermayne :)

ah fo aka my bully victim HAHA

agung~

clockwise from top : piggie, ne ne moo, taffenie, pia

piggie :D

the birthday girl

LOL at yap ke xin!

surprise no.3

the birthday song by the steak house

She was totally surprised when the waiter played the song
should have snap her expression :X

groupie!

screw the waiter for the blurry pic-_-

hope you enjoyed your birthday bash

may all your wishes come true!

♥

I had fun! 

:)

FUCK YOU ALL

As an adult, you should know the good manners and proper etiquette.
As an adult, you should know what you should do and what shouldn't
so what's with the bullshit?

Dont you know it's fucking rude to look into my phone's content without my consent?
Either messages or photos, this is not the bloody problem
problem is
YOU VIOLATED MY GODDAMN PRIVACY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck, i am really pissed off right now.
i dont give a damn whether you're freaking adult or not
i wont respect you when you don't deserve to get mine.

one more time and you'll get it from me
I SWEAR

i've always wanted to say this

i wanted to blog
but idk what should i write LOL
kay i know now you felt like clicking the exit button
DONT !! PLEASE :)

have been thinking a lot these days
bout the past and whatsoever
i cant help but laugh at myself for acting like a stupid baboon calling for attention
males' attention of course lol

like i would talk loudly whenever the guy i had crush on is around
or behave like an idiot hoping he would notice me
omg now that i remember those days i was a pure retard lah

okay my point is
i was trying too hard
and in the end im not being myself while engaging in a relationship
i got nothing in return

from now on, i wont be that desperate to fit into one's life
im born this way, nothing can change this
well little adjustments are acceptable :X
but a total makeover?
go dress up your own barbie doll :)


-end-

sorry, im bored

felt like updating my blog but had no event to talk  about

so yeah

btw, im not indicating anything

it's just my thought 

:)

highway duty rocks!

ended my 3-day-duty today
time passed too fast and in just a blink of eye, it's the last day :(
enjoyed myself a lot with my crazy teamates and officers of the day
all those moments when we were eating together, browsing the tv channel, travelling around gambang and non-stop crapping made me missed everyone 

wished to have some group photos but i was worried then i might have case suddenly and drop my camera cos of panic -.-
now im super regret for not bringing it wtf
so sorry for this word-only post lol.

anyway i learnt a lot from the experience
like how to serve the tea to everyone
-it's a must-learn etiquette or else you'll get screwed by the leaders :X

drinking hot drinks even though you're in 35 degree celcius weather 
-but i drowned  myself with LOADS of iced water when i got home, rebouced effect? xD

cleaning different wounds for the patients 
-trust me, all those hard work will pay off .When the patients say thanks to you with their tearful eyes, that's what keep us moving forward
honestly, i was so touched when we were worried that we might hurt the patient, we asked him and he said 
'' no, it's not pain''
but obviously he's just trying to comfort us and not to make us nervous. so sweet of him :3


last but not least, we learnt how to work as a team
good job everyone!

i am looking forward to the next duty already :D

picnic day ♥

woah dead blog alert.
havent been updating my blog for looooooooooong time
i was busy with stuff here and then
JUST JOKING
was lazy to blog bout my life so yeah :X


anyway it's holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know what that means?
NO SCHOOL NO SLEEP NO UNIFORM NO HEALTHY HABITS YESHHH!


im freaking happy that i have 2 weeks break
everyone came back and it's reunion time!


for the first outing we went for picnic
lol i know it sounds bland, but trust me it's different when there's friends around
the plan didn't go as we planned cos it was raining early in the morning
which resulted in us watching tom and jerry in chee hong's house LOL
idk why, but i kinda like the cartoon wtf


the rain stopped a little and we went to balok beach !
and what happened after that was crazy
let the picture do the talking shall we?

the only picture with the food

we were too hungry and everyone just mauled everything that we can see-.-

camwhored in the car

favourite pose of mine : :X 

LOL

wanted to make some kind of emo art

but obviously

it failed -__-

the scenery of the beach~

LOL

idk what we were doing

trying to camouflage as an umbrella perhaps? :D

pia : to the left to the left :D

seems like it's a tradition to take all-foot-photo whenever we're on the beach @@

splashy effect 

nice ♥

LOL

photo edited by pe shee

serious epic HAHA

everyone had fun and the picnic is a sucess!

i dont like having a sore throat zz

grown ups

this movie is mad nice !!!

the jokes are simply wicked and they seem to trickle everyone's funny bone

when there's adam sandlers in a movie, you wont do anything but laughing

although this is a pure comedy, like the storyline is flat and it's like a disney movie cos of the 'heartwarming' moral values that we get in the end of the movie -___-

i must say

it's a freaking funny flick that nobody would be stingy with laughter :DD

rate : 4.5 of 5

answers to your curiousity

im fine, pretty good actually


life's been great, since i realize what's more important to me


schooling have been tough, im getting used to it though


no more heartache since ages ago,i've grown up :)

and to the question that you've always wanted to ask
this is the answer

IT'S NON OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS!

get a life dude 

just lost 2 packets of blood

YAY! i just lost my virginity to blood donation

okay that sounds so wrong lol

i meant it's my first time donating blood lar think so much :X

anyway it was fun!

the others were like observing me as the specimen for the day -.-

they were taking pictures with cloth covering my face while i was lying on the bed

and they acted as if im dead wtf 

then while the blood was drawn to the packets, shu teng was recording 

i was just basically talking crap and said those emotional things in cantonese dramas

'' 当我不在了，你们要好好照顾自己知道吗''

“ 要好好的做人，懂吗？”

LOL lame sial

bo bian im trying to distract myself from the fact that my blood is sucked out -___-

anyway after finishing everything, we played with my blood

pia said it smells -_-

and i noticed that my blood is SO bubbly

as in it has many bubbles and gas in it

no wonder i always have bloated stomach , the gas is already IN my blood LOL

looks scary huh?

i lost THIS much blood.

claps please :X

freaking big needle that poked into my vein

the weird thing is, the signs of dizziness didn't occur on me

i was jumping and singing and even dancing 

is this abnormal? -__-

and i was treated with a glass of hot milo and received some souvenirs 

pia, na ni na ni poo poo :P

i didn't finish the milo, in fact i just had 2 sips of it 

hui min finished everything left haha 

she claimed that she was doing it for me

we all knew that she was hungry -.-

anyway, im happy that did a deed 

although it's not going to make this world a better place
im glad that i may save someone's life some day :)