倒带

Due to a technical problem,  i removed the video on the post.
Click here if you want to hear the song =)


作词:方文山 作曲:周杰伦

我受够了等待你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来 你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀
终於看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开 哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎麽交代你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来 过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏 已经碎成太多块 要怎麽拼凑跟重来
终於看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开 哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开





Food for thought :
This song had always been my all-time-favourite. 
But 萧敬藤's rendition brings out the elements in the song.
His strong vocal adds some punch to it.
And again, the lyric is awesome.
It tells something that everyone experienced in a relationship.
Enjoy :)

如果承担不起

就不要给那些美好的承诺

如果喜欢上别人

请你洒脱地离开

one two step, hand in hand

Went to a wedding dinner at hyaat last saturday
But i forgot to bring my camera along zzz
So i took some shitty pics.

 the table settings

 beautiful chandelier but my noob phone took a shit view of it

3.2 megapixel konon! -.-

Anyhow, the hall was nicely decorated.
Simple and nice :)
And there's tons of desserts , not to mention my favourite cheesecakes!!!
also there's free flow of liquor , so i grabbed the opportunity to drink with permissions from my mum :P
I thought i can get more white wines, but there was a  few uncles starting to have some yum seng ceremony of their own at the bar section and they finished every single drop of wine -__-
Not wanting to look like their apprentice, i just ordered beer and left LOL

The emcee of the night was quite funny. He looked like a mafia leader though :X
Anyway he talked some jokes, and i personally like this one
'' marriage is like an institution. The husband lost the bachelor's degree. But the wife gets the masters''
so true!

left around 9 something , close to 10
Then i camwhore for like 2 hours? LOL
New toy what, need to have a little bonding time with it x)

 gifts for the guests.I love my goldie

personally i like this chocolate. It's coffee flavored if im not mistaken 

and of course, being vain is my favourite past time :D

Once bitten, twice shy.

Let bygones be bygones 

OMFG!!

Thanks god for hearing my prayers. And thanks to tmnet technician for fixing my internet problems
THANK YOU LOADS!!

fyi : i've been living without internet for 3 days. yea i know it's only 3 days aka 72 hours, but i felt like waiting for 3 years to end all this shit zZzz

In the past 3 days, i was living in hell.
wait, hell is a much more descent word
I was living in VACUUM
like there's just nothing to do, just you and the damn space -.-

And could u believe it, i actually watched some hokkien cooking show to pass my time
I have no idea what they were talking about, just know the host will shout ''HO CHIAK'' when she eats anything lol

ok quit the whining. Im back with blogging and non stop spamming on facebook!
After the dreadful 3 days, i will never ever x1000000 complain bout how boring facebook is
Try living without it for 1 week, u'll feel the pain :D

Anyway, i finally got a new toy!!!!
tadaa~ my new sony camera x)

tp moo, now i understand why u love sony so much

They take freaking good quality pictures lor!!

here's the big difference the first one is taken by my noob walkman phone. The second one is taken by my sony camera

ironically, both are under sony label -.-

i cant even zoom in on the chandelier lights. wtf

 see how detailed the picture is? Camera is not pricey for no reason

I shall name my camera goldie cos of its colour

But i still love my phone, for its texting and calling functions LOL

but for picture taking wise, i'll leave it to my goldie =D

And she got an awesome looking casing * yea, it's a she. bleah *

Her boyf, i named him brownie LOL

Goldie never fails my expectations

:) 

bye guys

We've chosen the path, now it's time to pack things up
And leave for the destination
Some are going form 6, some are leaving for college
Within 1 month , we are once again a fighter that struggles to achieve what we wants
and trying our best to get a little nearer to our dreams


Over the years of being classmates, from a sexist class to a close clique ,
friendship is the most precious thing we shared for the past 5 years
We've grown up, breaking out from the strong shell 
spreading our wings towards the sky we've longed for


Time passes quickly, a little too quick that i might have neglect something important
There are times when i regretted making those decisions
But i think this is what humans do
We need to learn things in a hard way
Im sorry, to those i've hurt
Im sorry, to those i've offended


That feud taught me a great lesson
Lesson on life, lesson on judgement
am still learning,
as i hope it's still not too late for me


Changes cant be made in the past, but at least i know im in charge for my future
not gona do stupid things anymore
not gona be the one who let anger takes over her mind
and most importantly
not gona  take things for granted


Talked to one of my friend just now
He's leaving too.
I just realized we've gone through so much things as friends.
In the middle of the conversation, i cried
Not sure why, maybe it's just a sudden rush of feelings


Thanks for your blessings,
i wish the best for you too
And to everyone i know, all the best in working for your dreams

Those little notes on the bulletin board.

Every one left a little something there

Maybe memory, maybe heartaches

They say mega watt smile is the best thing to cheer yourself up.

I miss this little girl who greets me every time i reach school

The place where we spent in the last year.

The place where i shed tears

The room where i like to burst out laughter

And the room which put us as one gang

wiping away tears

seeing the better tomorrow

dream mania

Had been having these outrageous dreams for the past weeks days.
My friend said cos i watched too much movies already -.-

Dream on day 1 : pregnancy
Yes, i dreamt that im pregnant. And i can observe clearly how big my tummy was.
It's like i ate big mac for every meal in past 10 years lol
And i gave birth after a night of sleep. LOL
didn't even feel the pain at all.
Worst, my baby looked exactly like me.
seriously, EXACTLY.
like just photoshoping my face and put it on a child's body zzz

Dream on day 2 : french guy
The most wonderful dream i had in my life. I have a french boyf.
And he is supeeeer hot.
He looked like josh duhamel-cum-jacob black-cum-wang leehom-cum-吴彦祖
ok i got to stop, or else the list will go on xP
yea, he got all the good things every man wants.
1 word says it all : SMOKING-HOT!!
but good things never last long.
I woke up in the middle of the dream.
why? cos there's a phone call.
Here comes the best part....


HE CALLED THE WRONG NUMBER!
#%$@@*(*!!!^%%



Dream on day 3 : the exorcist 
The weirdest dream of all.
I got the power to overcome evil spirits.
And i dont need to wear black robes.
I did all the fighting evil thing in a plain tee and a pair of jean
rofl

Dream on day 4 : a walk down  memory lane
This was more like a flashback.
Anyway, memory is best kept in mind.
been there, done that, and i'll move on :)


Dream on day 5 : Worst nightmare
nahhh suan le ba. Dont gona mention this one
It's freaking lame and even a first grader would laugh at me -_______-

this is cute * smiles with an evil grin*

You'll know how high the sky is

once you've hit rock bottom

dumbfounded

Last night i was happily blogging bout how excited i was when there's a lightning
I thought it would rain
I almost wanted to publish the post
But my dad interrupted halfway and i had to off my pc

So waiting patiently in the living room, i was counting down seconds till it rains

30 minutes later....
'' nevermind, it'll rain soon :D''

45 minutes later...
'' any moment now ''

1 hour later
'' (@(&#*)()!!!!()*(>##?>!@? PLEASE PEE A LITTLE YOU BLOODY SKY! ''

-_________-
sorry for the vulgarism, i cant control myself 

So after 1 hour of waiting,
i heard nothing but some dogs barking on the road, neighbour's lame arguments bout which channel they should watch ,my dad's super loud snoring which is no weaker than an amplified speaker and last but not least ..
a message alert from digi bout my expired credit

This is one damn good day

smile

:D

记得

谁还记得   是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话   是我们以后的伤口
过了太久   没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手   说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了   这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的   有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话   虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有以后

谁还记得   是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句   是我们以后的伤口
过了太久   没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手   说要一起走到最后

我们都累了   却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑   怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么   也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人   等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中  看见了不同的天空
走的太远   终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我  要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得   是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话   是我们以后的伤口
过了太久   没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后 

Food for thought :

It was once a song that i heard from him everyday.

I never notice the lyrics, not until now.

Every word from the song speaks how we fall apart.

How true it is when they say promises are meant to be broken

Tears are rolling down, not even alerting me bout it

The wound is starting to bleed again, when i thought all the pain was gone

Sometimes, unmasking yourself is not a bad thing,

when you are suffocated by the barrier of self protecting

你完美打造的两人世界

为什么允许她成为我们的距离?

初恋红豆冰

''一碗红豆冰  又甜又冰
还没来得及品尝它的味道
就融化了''

简单的一句台词  浅浅的几个字
让我们脑海里浮现的那些画面
却是那么的深刻 那么的难忘

戏中的单纯  角色的真挚
仿佛是在讽刺着现实带来的残酷
心中的伤痕  久违的难过
都默默地在隐隐作痛

初恋就像这样
第一次的紧张  第一次的感动  第一次的心碎
就算过了十年  二十年  三十年
感觉还是深刻地烙在记忆里

一个小时又三十分钟的电影
换来了一生中的体会
最不完美的结局
呈现了现实中的爱情

一起分享着孤独的沉默
因为戏里讲的
都是彼此共同的故事

这碗红豆冰

酸酸的

mission failed

Had a surprise plan for en's birthday at chee wai's house

But the stubborn girl insisted to go home, cos she thought we were waiting for her there

liak =.=

So in the end we had to go by plan b

* we didn't have plan b. DOOMED!*

Then we went her house, hiding in the store room, with no fan, no lights and a burning cake on kexin's hand

LOL

We thought she's gona come down, but she didn't 

-______-

So we decided to surprise her in the face

hahaha, she did freaked out, based her reaction 

ok, this is all crap. The surprise was a disaster 

But at least we made her happy

And gave her an unforgettable birthday

Happy birthday en en

Glad you like the present :)

Next time, go by the plan

Dont be so stubborn anymore -.-

We ain't close friends when we were kids

But im happy i can have you in my life for the past few years

Reading your diary made me feel warm inside

Cos i know you really care for me

A secret that you didn't know huh? (:

Enjoy your life the fullest en

loves,

eevon

when in rome

ok after a sip of cold drinks
i gain my consciousness LOL
note : see my previous post 

As usual i went to ecm yesterday
* kuantan needs some new entertainments , red box perhaps? :D *
Finally i put on some light make up
It's been 347753467 years since i dolled up
felt a bit ashamed as a girl -.-

Of course, we did a little camwhore in the toilet. It's like a daily routine LMAO

Let me introduce myself. Im a mom. And this is my daughter

She's evil. All thanks to my gene. 

ROFL

The green , red and blue paint in the background look so unglam.

And i always threaten to throw her out of the car.

Poor mok 

Mok seriously can be the ambassador of Garnier.

Her skin is super good even without photoshopped

watched ' when in rome '

It's an enjoyable comedy. Had a few good laughs.
Romantic flicks will never disappoint me. Except for valentine's day :X
OH YA! josh duhamel is so cute!!!!!!!!!!
Tall, dark, handsome, now i know why fergie went gaga over him
But then, he's taken. sien lol

fergie is posing beside the cute little car while josh is in it.

aww so sweet :)

anyway. something distracted me in between the movie.
There's a couple kissing behind us. I think it's normal, so they don't really bother me at all
But chee wai kept asking me to look and telling me EVERY DAMN detail zz
for example :'' yeeer ! he puts his hand around her waist leh. Omg he's kissing her ear . ewww!!''

-___-
damn, then i got distracted .
I cant focus on the movie cos whenever there's a kissing scene,
i'll think of the couple behind.

damn, and im thinking bout them now
DAMN IT !


rate : 3.5 of 5

Damn . I cant get them out of my head

DAMN

Melting. anytime

What's wrong with the theory that places around the beach are supposed to be cooler?
Dont we have sea breeze or what?
Kuantan is still freaking hot -.-

Every time when im having my noon nap
The heat wakes me up in a grumpy manner
I would start whining, swearing, scolding, screaming...
you name it zz

And by taking a bath doesn't really help
Cos you will sweat all over again
WTF

The only thing i have in mind right now

p/s : obviously, i just woke up. And im damn angry bout it. Seriously, if the end of the world is really coming, can you just make it quick and short? Dont torture us with the ridiculous heat wave. sheesh !

p p /s : i lost my sense of humor when im agitated D:

Killer heels

Now i know why they call it a killer heel.

Cos it really can kill someone. like me -.-

I wore my 6 inch vincci yesterday for freaking 5 hours !!!

This is the stupidest thing i've ever done

And my stupidity costs me a pair of swollen and sore feet

why the hell i bought the nice looking but devilish heels ??

guess my brain is not functioning well when im on the shopping mode

in fact. my brain NEVER functions well LOL

The murderer

This is something i want to dedicate to the heels

Nice to see

Eager to wear

Once your feet tear

Dont cry everywhere

hahaha. lame XD

Anyway watched '' Being Human ''

The storyline was ok. It's a typical jack neo movie.

Some funny moments, someone fell, learnt and got up by himself.

Still i think money not enough 2 is way much better than this.

At least it's far more touching and made everyone sobbed.

and i mean everyone, even guys cried

But the ending of being human just made me feel like scolding #%^#&^#&*@*C

Cos all the things i watched for 1 hour and 30 minutes are just the character's dream or imagination

-___-

A total turnoff can?

Now i understand why teachers always say that when we are choosing essay question 

And if we wana pick the completing story ones

NEVER end it with something like : Ali woke up , and it's just a dream

The readers will feel like whacking the author and starts swearing

ok maybe im being over reacting

but seriously, 1 word says it all

DOINK

......

rate : 3 of 5

I cant feel my legs anymore

=.=

wrong crossovers

Was talking with mum just now

And she asked me bout my blog

she wanted to read it

of course i didn't give her the link :X

Then she said :

'' why dont you let me read? got some secrets i cant know izzit?''

Well mum, i have nothing to hide from you.

But just that having the fact you actually read my blog will creep me out

seriously

Having her commenting on my blog is like me joining her cooking outings

* yes my mum do have those outings with her friends which they'll come over my house

and start to bake something together. Something like adult version of masak masak LOL*

She'll shoo me away and ask me to scram to somewhere else

* ok lah she didn't use the word scram. Im just being drama queen. ignore me :P*

See? i just dont fit into the picture.

Or i put it like this.
What if i intro some Black Eye Pea's songs to her.

After just a few seconds of listening to it, mom will turn out like
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this

ROFL

Some crossovers just cant make it

So i'll leave all the kitchen space to her

And i'll be in charge of all the lingering in cyberspace :D

And i do love my mum. No doubts =)

♥♥♥♥♥ you x)

by the way, the font colour matches her boots. LOL

我们没有在一起

你一直說的那個公園已經拆了
還記得蕩著秋千日子就飛起來
漫漫的下午陽光都在臉上撒野
你那傻氣 我真是想念

那時候小小的你還沒學會嘆氣
誰又會想到他們現在喊我女王
你哈哈笑的樣子倒是一點沒變
時間走了 誰還在等呢

這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼傷感
世界太復雜 你說單純很難
我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

那條路走呀走呀走呀總要回家
兩只手握著晃呀晃呀舍不得放
你不知道吧后來后來我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀

這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真不是我那麼傷感
世界太復雜 你說單純很難
我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘

我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

我們沒有在一起至少還像朋友一樣
你遠遠的關心 其實更長

Food for thought :

My mind is stuck with this song once i heard it for the first time

I never really been a 劉若英 fan since her genre of music bores me sometimes

But this one is sort of addictive

It has a simple melody which drifts away all the pain in life

And brings you to a place where you'll find peace and serenity

A little too exaggerating?

Judge me after you listen to it yourself :)

音乐是最无害的解药

也是最痛的回忆

声音传达歌词中的真实

有时听起来很刺耳

却是那么的贴切

慢慢地

喜欢上这种自残的疗伤法