you know who you are

i know you were here
you read my blog occasionally
i just know

listen to me
i didn't hate you
i just felt it's awkward for us to talk again in that way

if  you really wanna know what's goin on with my life
please, do it in a right way
ask sincerely as a friend, start a conversation PERSONALLY
not on facebook or any where else

im happy to have you as a friend
but if you were just eager to know whether im in a relationship with someone or am i still dwelling in the past
then save it

believe it or not, you are someone that i look up to
your maturity, the way you present yourself and your eq are something that i always admire
but now, i couldn't see any of it anymore

you know who im talking about
yes it's you

以为自己很坚强的
能忍住眼泪地微笑  隐藏难过
原来
我  不行



哭了

done one freaking subject

just finished PA as the first subject for the final exam today

i used a freaking 3 hours to finish the whole paper

3 hours sound long rite?

but truth is, it's not enough to complete everything zzz

it's only a language paper and im already having headache after the test

next week is the real deal man

chemistry,physic,maths

omg i seriously need to be blessed

gaaah!!!!

i need a break

it was only just a dream

laughing at the jokes that you cracked up


holding your hands like it's locked onto my palm


closing my eyes because i know you'll will guide me


in the end



it was only just a dream

lies wouldn't hurt

but the person will.

10.10.10

woah the day of triple ten. It falls on every 100 years i think? or is it 10?
aiya what i meant was the day is special you cant get it every year okay story end -.-

anyway on the very special day, me and my girls attended lucas's birthday bash
fyi : he's celebrating his 1ST birthday
yeah, he's still a baby boy :)

miar with the birthday boy.
sibeh cute! ♥

lots of food at the party.
i like the peanut dessert the most cos most of the ones i ate tasted like cough medicine or something
anyway, proudly present pictures of the night :DD !!

the besties

and 

the frog -_-

groupie! :D

mianwei , me , min, miar and mok ♥

i looked so old here.

as if im their mum or something wtf  -.-

the only interaction i had with lucas.

other times he's like ignoring me and the rest of us

and please forgive my kanasai face.

im born with it

LOL

there's lots more pictures uploaded on my facebook

if i put each of them here,i think i'll get finger cramp :P

nolah im just lazy xD

anyway if you wanna have a look, click the 10.10.10 album and you'll see what happened on that day :)

10.10.10

perfect  ten

maybe

:)

感动 . 真挚

听了同学的爱情故事
过程很煎熬  被舍弃  批评  歧视  取笑  等等的恶劣待遇
却没有扑灭他想爱的念头

一个十六岁的男孩
继续地用最直接的方式来关心对方
换来的无情  对他而言
只不过像风一样  飘一飘  就不见了

我  有点心疼  有点感动  有点佩服
勇敢地追求  每个人都做得到
但持之以恒  你  我  他们  可能连耐性都没有

看透了一点点  体悟到另一种道理
久违对爱情的憧憬  是乎慢慢地被觉醒

原来在这现实的世界
纯 . 爱
还是存在的

田馥甄《寂寞寂寞就好》

我就不相信 我會笨到
 忘不了

teng's 18th birthday

okay im way out of track rite now
every time when i open this blog i'll see the angry post which is embarrassing -.-
it's time for some updates!

celebrated our honourable leong teng teng 's 18 birthday on wednesday
told you the surprises will never end :X

surprise no.1
the unexpected birthday cake in the class

the guys sneaked the cake into the class when teng went to the toilet
funny thing is,
the cake was just in front of her and she didn't notice
LOLLL

the only 4 girls in the class
please ignore my botak head
nobody looks good in school -.-

surprise no.2

a treat at cherating steak house

the ambience there is freaking nice 

not to mention the food is served in LARGE proportion

seriously, L.A.R.G.E -.-

my salad was like the harvest of the farm of something zZz

anyway, everyone dressed nicely

thus

resulted in 2-hour-long camwhoring :X

lermayne :)

ah fo aka my bully victim HAHA

agung~

clockwise from top : piggie, ne ne moo, taffenie, pia

piggie :D

the birthday girl

LOL at yap ke xin!

surprise no.3

the birthday song by the steak house

She was totally surprised when the waiter played the song
should have snap her expression :X

groupie!

screw the waiter for the blurry pic-_-

hope you enjoyed your birthday bash

may all your wishes come true!

♥

I had fun! 

:)