a day with mum

had a wonderful shopping trip with mum today
bought quite a lot of stuff
and yes girls, i did buy the things that u know * ahem* :x

i really enjoyed today
not because of her buying things for me
but because of us spending some quality time together

since i have a working mum, i dont get to spend time with her often
she prefers to stay home and rest in the weekends
hence there goes the chance

i've been alone in the house since i was a kid
from kindergarten to high school.
and to say the truth, i kinda hope sometimes, when i come home, my mum will welcome me with a big smile on her face, prepare warm tasty meals ,help me with my homework and stuff.
but it never happened , i was all alone, eating cold food, doing everything by myself

i didn't blame her though, cos i know she did it for my family
anyway ,
i had a blast today
eating baskin robbins together just made me realised that i am not mummy's little girl anymore
i've grown up, became older
and so is she


how i wish that i can spend a day with her like this all the time

i love u mom

smitten by the love bug from korea

okay i know im not 15 anymore
i shouldn't be hysterical whenever some random good-looking singer appears on tv * there are still some people who are older than me that did that LOL *
i shouldn't get all gooey when im watching dramas * but hor, even aunties are like this, so why not :x *

but heck
i am so in love with kpop right now!!
korean dramas, singers , variety show ,
omg i could die of excitement i got whenever i see any one of this

and this is my favourite show atm

i think many of you watch it already cause it's a 2009 series
and he is my favourite character !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

okay please pardon me

im gonna have a meltdown right now. literally lol

and he's starring as the lead as well in his latest drama : marry me mary!
which i have been watching madly yesterday
i thought it was on another channel when i saw the advertisement
it's actually on kbs!!!!!! astro ftw!

he looks freaking shuai with long curly hair weiyh!

seriously

he's the 1st guy i've ever seen that looks great in long curly locks

the last artist i remembered that looks equally good is 贺军翔

but forget bout him, let's focus on the korean guy :P

please allow me drug myself with his pics

i just couldn't get enough of him LOL

some random picture that i found

idk why they put a picture of puss from shrek in between the pictures -.-

okay last but not least

BAM!

are you dead? 

cos i am.  LOL

* dies slowly while gazing into the mesmerizing eyes *

i now declared that i can finally rest in peace.

bye.

love is meant to make u live, not to kill you

i think everyone knows bout the guy who committed suicide cos of breaking up with his gf.
facebook has been flooded with posts of his last note
not to mention he became an instant fame with everybody talking bout him * well idk bout you but me and my friends have been talking bout him for the whole time during tuition class ;x *

anyway what im trying to say is that i think everybody has the right to critize, let alone good or bad.
but im very annoyed with people sending hate mails to him and scolding him on HIS OWN facebook profile.
i mean he's already dead, he wouldn't know what you wrote, but his family will.
Think bout it, they have already lost a son, will it kill u to show a little mercy for them and spare them from war of words?

his actions are idiotic, pointless to be precise, i agreed. but those who are spamming his wall with awful comments are even worse.
people tend to abuse the power of anonymity when they have the chance.
this is totally disgusting.


fyi : im not a hypocrite. i admit i do critize him too. but at least i wouldn't reach to the level that i will go to his wall and scold him in-your-face-ly.

last but not least. rip dude :)

ahhhh shibal

i found out a new way to scold people in korean
read it from a malaysian blogger audrey  
which is '' ahhhhhhh shibal ''
and if u're wondering , it means  fuck you ;x

and i played a small prank on mok. well it was meant for ne ne moo LOL
the story goes like this, i was chatting with mok on facebook, and she told me she was in ne ne 's house.
since me and ne ne like to scold each other with vulgar words * it was our way to communicate LOL * , i planned to say ahh shibal to her, so i asked mok to asked nene to chat with me

but she just kept asking me what i wanna say to ne ne and wont let me talk to her  -.-
so i just pulled off the prank on her

i said '' ahhhh shibal ''
she was like
'' = = ? "


HAHHAHAHAHHAHHA i literally fell from my chair cos of laughing
okay maybe you dont think it's funny but trust me, if u're saying the eff word to someone and she looked blanked, that is the best moment ever :D

* for any possible koreans that are reading my post, im not making fun of your mother tongue. it's just that i think it's cool to learn the eff word in another language. so chill kay? ;) *

you are the best thing that ever been mine

attacked

i used to be naturally born mosquito repellent.
mozzies were not big fans of me , well that was long ago lol
now they are attacking me from all places , legs, arms, and even nose wtf

i think it has something to do with me gaining weight lor -____-
but then i thought mosquitoes like acidic blood, which is those who ate a lot of meat
in my case i just consumed a little too much of sugar LOL
hmm. i think they are on sugar high or something.
how i wish they would change their targets to ants instead, since ants eat nothing but sugar ;x
* wrong facts *

anyway, back to life.
hmm, it's been a little messed up lately
with lots of misunderstandings and awkwardness around us
but im glad that we made up and all the bad blood is gone
i like it when we would come clean and tell our feelings every time something happens
it makes us closer as a friend and the love is gonna be nothing but more! ♥

OH YA! and one thing that keeps me staying energetic is pia's story
u know she has been having new experiences lately * ahem* ;x
and it would never fails to wow me
like even if im sleepy or tired, her story always makes me O.O HAHA
and sometime i'll go mind-wandering during tuition classes cos of her
nah pia u have to 负责 ;x
oh and one more thing,
wo bu yao gen ni practice blek :P
* inside joke, not for any children below 18 LOL *

that all for now, gonna blog more soon!

想得到释放只有投降

还.在.

3 点的凌晨  我还在这里环绕
刚看完败犬女王  又迷上了另一部偶像剧
戏中的插曲  勾起了我的回忆
看回了自己当时傻乎乎做的影片  哈  还真逊


真正的放下  都是该怎么解读?
我猜是因人而异吧
都快一年了  当时存在的好感  喜欢  爱
都随着时间而流逝了
怨恨  憎恶  也没了


同时  心跳  动心  感动
也好久好久没有发生过了
所谓的命中注定应该这个意思吧
注定自己爱上谁   注定伤心难过的长短   注定沉寂已久的爱情
也注定我还要继续厮守着那个遥远的渴望


多愁善感  只限今晚
日出的来临  就是我披上战袍
努力生活的时候了