FUCK YOU ALL

As an adult, you should know the good manners and proper etiquette.
As an adult, you should know what you should do and what shouldn't
so what's with the bullshit?

Dont you know it's fucking rude to look into my phone's content without my consent?
Either messages or photos, this is not the bloody problem
problem is
YOU VIOLATED MY GODDAMN PRIVACY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck, i am really pissed off right now.
i dont give a damn whether you're freaking adult or not
i wont respect you when you don't deserve to get mine.

one more time and you'll get it from me
I SWEAR

i've always wanted to say this

i wanted to blog
but idk what should i write LOL
kay i know now you felt like clicking the exit button
DONT !! PLEASE :)

have been thinking a lot these days
bout the past and whatsoever
i cant help but laugh at myself for acting like a stupid baboon calling for attention
males' attention of course lol

like i would talk loudly whenever the guy i had crush on is around
or behave like an idiot hoping he would notice me
omg now that i remember those days i was a pure retard lah

okay my point is
i was trying too hard
and in the end im not being myself while engaging in a relationship
i got nothing in return

from now on, i wont be that desperate to fit into one's life
im born this way, nothing can change this
well little adjustments are acceptable :X
but a total makeover?
go dress up your own barbie doll :)


-end-

sorry, im bored

felt like updating my blog but had no event to talk  about

so yeah

btw, im not indicating anything

it's just my thought 

:)

highway duty rocks!

ended my 3-day-duty today
time passed too fast and in just a blink of eye, it's the last day :(
enjoyed myself a lot with my crazy teamates and officers of the day
all those moments when we were eating together, browsing the tv channel, travelling around gambang and non-stop crapping made me missed everyone 

wished to have some group photos but i was worried then i might have case suddenly and drop my camera cos of panic -.-
now im super regret for not bringing it wtf
so sorry for this word-only post lol.

anyway i learnt a lot from the experience
like how to serve the tea to everyone
-it's a must-learn etiquette or else you'll get screwed by the leaders :X

drinking hot drinks even though you're in 35 degree celcius weather 
-but i drowned  myself with LOADS of iced water when i got home, rebouced effect? xD

cleaning different wounds for the patients 
-trust me, all those hard work will pay off .When the patients say thanks to you with their tearful eyes, that's what keep us moving forward
honestly, i was so touched when we were worried that we might hurt the patient, we asked him and he said 
'' no, it's not pain''
but obviously he's just trying to comfort us and not to make us nervous. so sweet of him :3


last but not least, we learnt how to work as a team
good job everyone!

i am looking forward to the next duty already :D

picnic day ♥

woah dead blog alert.
havent been updating my blog for looooooooooong time
i was busy with stuff here and then
JUST JOKING
was lazy to blog bout my life so yeah :X


anyway it's holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know what that means?
NO SCHOOL NO SLEEP NO UNIFORM NO HEALTHY HABITS YESHHH!


im freaking happy that i have 2 weeks break
everyone came back and it's reunion time!


for the first outing we went for picnic
lol i know it sounds bland, but trust me it's different when there's friends around
the plan didn't go as we planned cos it was raining early in the morning
which resulted in us watching tom and jerry in chee hong's house LOL
idk why, but i kinda like the cartoon wtf


the rain stopped a little and we went to balok beach !
and what happened after that was crazy
let the picture do the talking shall we?

the only picture with the food

we were too hungry and everyone just mauled everything that we can see-.-

camwhored in the car

favourite pose of mine : :X 

LOL

wanted to make some kind of emo art

but obviously

it failed -__-

the scenery of the beach~

LOL

idk what we were doing

trying to camouflage as an umbrella perhaps? :D

pia : to the left to the left :D

seems like it's a tradition to take all-foot-photo whenever we're on the beach @@

splashy effect 

nice ♥

LOL

photo edited by pe shee

serious epic HAHA

everyone had fun and the picnic is a sucess!

i dont like having a sore throat zz